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Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 11:49:36 GMT

You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerless

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You don't feel powerful - you are at the mercy of others.
Believe it or not, you have more power than you realize.
People tend to take advantage of you, but you allow them to.
Stand up for yourself. You'll be surprised what you can achieve.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 11:45:03 GMT

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 11:37:27 GMT

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 11:34:38 GMT

Your Birthdate: April 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.

Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

Your power color: Fuchsia

Your power symbol: Diamond

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Monday, June 06, 2005

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 14:01:04 GMT

well its such a surreal night... everything's just like a whirlwind... argh.. starting tomorrow imma be locked up in a hotel... for god knows how long... wargh... i wanted this... pero malabo.... shiyems... owell..... kaya kung sa kaya! pero argh.... ambaduy lang ng circumstances.... andami kong iniisip! waaaaah... sana makapasok ako hanggang sa dulo na! =D

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 12:04:12 GMT

just watched KART RACER sa hbo... tae asteeeeg gusto na ren tuloy mag go-kart! wahahaha before kasi nung pumunta barkada ko (usuals) sa subic, naggo-karting sila eh di ako sumama... shiyet worth it pala arghhh!!! tigasss! ampogi mo pag kart racer ka tapos adrenalin pumping ekek pa siya! woaaaah! kaya pala tuwang tuwa si vic mag go-kart! eyahooo! :D may nakuha akong mahalagang bagay lang don... there was this grafitti on the wall.... na nakalagay
"The Future belongs to the people who believe in the beauty of their dreams"

tigas no! eyaahhooo!!! =D panoorin niyo stig pramis! =D

talagang nagmamadali akong itype to sa xanga para di ko makalimutan hahaha! stig pare! the besssst! wahoooo high pako ngayon sa movie!! =D

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Tue, 24 May 2005 05:31:04 GMT

life seems more stressful nowadays.. im faced with so many dang choices that argh.... hirap seryoso... owell.... hirap kasi parang one good thing might lead to a bad thing.... or wala na ngang good thing and all will just blow up and you'll regret having picked that angle.. shit... haaay.. sorry ah puro vague.. konti lang kasi makakaintindi sa mga pinagdadaanan ko ngayon.. thanks kay super friend emmerz dahil nakausap ko siya tungkol dito... willing siya makinig saken.. and nagegets niya yung mga pinagdadaanan ko. shyet. salamat sa advice bro! isa ka talagang superstar! hehe :D career, studies. shit. dang.. wish i was still 8 years old and my only problem was if i could wake up early to watch mr bogus, or that toys show sa abscbn non.... id remember we'd watch it as a family and mamimili kame ng sister ko kung ano ano ung mga laruan na gusto namen and then we'll trot off to sm cubao and buy it.. or if its better bought sa states eh sasabihin ko lang sa mga tita ko don and ill expect it the next balikbayan box that'll come my way. argh. wish life was that simple again.... me watchin mr bogus.. invitin the neighborhood kids into my house.. playin with my sega.. pinopoblema ko pa if magagawa ko lahat ng fatalities sa mortal kombat... shiyet... how i misssshhh those days.... ngayon tanda ko na... puro buhay na iniisip ko.... puro career decisions... ekek....

Ive been so busy lately.. i find it unfair for my band... kahit gusto ko na bumitaw sa kanila dahil unfair na nga... hindi ko magawa dahil i think im still committed till the recording.. kasi nga naman kapag bumitaw ako ngayon.. walang recording na magaganap... so delicadeza wise.. ill still have to stay with them until at least they finish the final recording... then probably go and train the replacement.. hay.. i dunno.. pero alam ko ill surely surely miss being an out of the boxer... but alas.. i think im being told to move on.. weird noh, im writing lang sa net pero lam ko namang walang magbabasa nito but me... i think.. or some few others.. pero haha owell... siguro para lang pagtagal balikan ko.... and malaman ano ba iniisip ko nung mga araw na un... haha life! :D online journal. eyahoo!: D

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I did my best.. but i guess my best wasn't good enough coz here we are back where we were before, seems nothin ever changes, we're back to bein strangers wondering if we ought to stay or head on out the door.. just once can we figure out what we keep doin wrong.. why the good times never last for long, what are we doin wrong.. just once can we find a way to finally make it right.. to make the magic last for more than just one night, if we can just get to it i know we could break through it..

i gave my all, but i guess my all may have been too much, the lord knows we're not gettin anywhere, seems we're always blowin whatever weve got goin and it seems at times with all we got we havent got a prayer..

id like to understand, why it always comes back to goodbye.. why.. cant we give ourselves a hand, and admit to one another we're no good without each other.. make it fast and make it better find a way to stay together..

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 10:24:17 GMT

eto pa eto pa! naks xanga mode ako ulet tonight ah! sobrang stress pala tong lingo na to... akala ko relaxed lang ako kasi nga i was lookin forward to friday-sunday coz un na pinakapahinga ko ngayong summer, me and my old barkada are going to puerto galera.. eh 1st time ko dun so todo excited ako... and sa sunday ng gabi, nood ako ng search for the star in a million grand finals nakss! waaaah... di ko alam para palang hagupit sakin to.... eto mga hagupit ko.. haha.. kagabi namoblema ako coz biglang na-bar na yung cell ko... i was neglecting kasi my bills. wahahaha. so ayun shiyet. pinutol na.. eh diba im leavin this friday nga... so i hafta pay mga 3k for that.. waaah, so naubos bigla pera ko... eh i hafta pay additional 900 pa for galera and shiyempre some pocket money for that... waaah.. then kagabi habang kumukulog at kumikidlat ng malakas.. naisipan kong icharge na yung phone ko kasi nga mga 4 times nang namamatay at bumabalik yung ilaw, so baka mawalan pa eh lowbatt nako todo.. so shiyet, nagchacharge ako... alas anlakas nung kidlat nagkapower surge.. as in i saw parang a streak of light bigla sa monitor ko blah blah... and sumabog ung charger ng cellphone ko... shiyet so i hafta buy pa asap.... then kanina i found out that this week's friday is hectic... eh magaabsent ako diba.. so i hafta make a way.. im takin 3 classes this summer... 1st class ko, may 2 quizzes on friday... nagrequest ako to take it nalang on thursday.. 2nd class ko may isusubmit na mga exercises on friday... so i hafta rush it nalang so i can submit it by thursday... ung last class ko naman... sa friday pa natapat yung reporting ko... wargh... so sa thursday nalang din ako magrereport.... ano ba to.... waaaah! pero diba kahit na ganyan.... there's a rainbow always after the rain! kaya ko to! more tests lang to ngayong summer! shiyems! :D

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 10:13:59 GMT

been a long time since i posted.. well anyway.. why am i postin now? stress ba to? haha shiyet, ill go into that later.. owell baka makalimutan ko pa... kanina i was walkin all around cubao... hehe pauwi nako, so i passed my normal "airconditioned" route, sm cubao, then shopwise.. palabas nako ng shopwise when there was a melee near the exit mismo.. i saw a woman shouting, with guards all around her and a child crying on the floor screaming "mama mama"... naawa ako sobra.. apparently the woman shoplifted.. she took some things she didnt pay for or sumthin like that.. kawawa.. the guards were kinda harassing her to the point that she was already screamin and shouting and stuff.. and the child was so traumatized.. mali na tama.. hmm.. moral dilemma... kasi diba dapat lang talaga parusahan yung woman kasi she stole sumthing... pero tama ba yung paraan na pagapprehend sa kanya, kawawa naman yung bata.. baka tumanda siya with the picture of his mom, surrounded by 3 guards.. etc etc.. gusto ko lapitan yung mga sikyu.. papagalitan ko sana.. pero wala rin.. i just walked away.. may gusto akong gawin pero nde ko magawa.. argh... owell! LIFE.... maybe next time id really have the courage na to affect change.. argh.. im confused... haha

Monday, February 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 12:34:39 GMT

Just finished watchin one of them low budget filipino films.. im makin a point to put this in so i could refer to this xanga weeks/months/years from now and remember the movie.. its "ANGHEL SA LUPA" starring cogie domingo, dina bonnevie, jiro manio, maxene magalona, alwyn uytingco, ricky davao, tia pusit etc.. hahaha argh, just finished sobbing my eyes off.. one of those movies na todo iyak.. ganda nung story.. must watch! was really touched when dina had to ask his son to move on.. that was so selfless.. argh... teka... di ko matype ung gusto kong sabihin.... watch nalang the movie so you could understand! :D pramis iiyak ka din.