Currently Watching Finding Neverland By Johnny Depp, Kate Winslet, Julie Christie see related

I recently just turned my ps2 off, just finished watchin FINDING NEVERLAND.. astig.. haha and i just as now wiped a tear off my eye.. some realizations after watchin that movie.. time is really after us.. there was a scene when mrs snow told james after the play that her husband already died.. each and every one of us is still a little boy trying to get out of our shells.. time is after us, and just like captain hook.. we run away from the ticking of the clock inside the crocodile because time eats us.. it in a way signals the beginning and the end of our life.. and we couldnt accept that easily so we try to run away from reality.. 2nd realization, I couldn't afford to lose my mother.. Hindi ko kaya. i'd prolly break down and die myself. It amazes me how those 4 boys chose to still live inspite of losing their parents successively. I wish i could get that same strength. owell.. life.. FINDING NEVERLAND.. astig.. i wanna find neverland.. hopefully i'll be able to take all of the people who are dear to me in my own neverland.. and in the event that i'd lose them.. i could easily turn to my imagination and visit them there.. Oist.. tara.. neverland tayo.. please?